Pure Relief..

Lost something the other day and was searching for it high and low. its like i knew where i kept it but i searched for it like 3 times and i couldnt find it and when my mom comes home, i tell her abt it and she starts searching and after a while, she finds it. and the relief is unbelievable. the tears just started pouring and i couldnt stop it, like its just relief and you cant help it; like happiness and reief mixed with stupidity that you didnt search well enough or that you should put stuff in the proper place.. couldnt stop for like 10 minutes! and dad goes like "why you pulling your nose" so that he can blame gremlin!! oh well..

;-) the last time i actually cried was years ago when pocahontas died!

anyways, went to my niece's house yest and saw that she actually has a photo of herself with reshmonu - and she's freaking NINE! and here i am almost 3 times her age and i havent even met him! oh well, life's unfair..

under extreme stress at the moment cos i'll be having 2 papers on the 13th - economics and investment - and i havent even STARTED studying.. i'm so screwed.. couldnt sleep last night just thinking abt it, shit man. cant wait for it to be over.

havent packed, havent confirmed my flight, havent booked my tickets and my hotels, havent gotten all the ness things.. how ler?