To the point of exhaustion..

seriously shitty day solely cos of work.. 7.34pm on a friday and i have no plans of leaving the office in the next 2 hrs. 2 dinner invitations turned down cos of this. what a life.. whole family is in malacca and i was supposed to be joining them on Sat but cant cos got some training (which is COMPULSARY on a SATURDAY in the office!!)..

wonder what keeps me going.. def not the money.. job satisfaction? nope.. future prospects.. the hope of something better.. isnt that what keeps us all going? that there's hope out there, a flicker at the end of the tunnel. in fact, without hope, life wouldnt be worth living. everyone hopes - refugees hope for a better future, ceo's hope to become trillionaires, amateurs hope to become pro-golfers.. EVERYONE hopes. and those who dont are the ones who jump off a bridge or stand in front of a train cos they've given up on life. and not many people do that. even those with life sentences (or death sentences), choose bars instead of electric chairs.. oh well... see, i'm ranting again..

well, i hope where i'm gonna be in abt 1 yr plus from now is gonna be worth the sacrifices i'm making right now..

gawd, i'm having a splitting headache. could be the headphones, they've been in my ears for the past 3 12-hour days. oh, another 2 songs i can listen to 10 times in a row without getting bored - Mariah's always be my baby and butterflies. and robbie williams feel, that one's really good.
really wanna get bc and hit the sack, but hang in there, sayang. nobody said life was a bed of roses.. you always say it yourself - shit happens!

hmmm, this cd is really nice - shades of red by reader's digest. no lyrics, just tunes, music to some of the better songs you'd hear. my kind of music ;-) come to think of it, havent touched the guitar and the piano in absolutely ages (yes tres, will give you back the metronome when i remember.. or when you come get my suitcase and laptop bag.. hahaha)..