Learn to T.R.U.S.T

I was so bloody pissed off yesterday. Well started yesterday night when i went clubbing and bar hopping in KL, i was more like effin pissed off this morning la. Wee hours of course. I think if someone trusts you enough, there wouldnt be any issues whatsoever.

Trust me enough that i can take care of myself. That i am matured enough to know the more important things in life while being able to have fun. Trust me to know tht i can make the right decisions in life. That i wont cheat on you. Isnt all relationships supposed to be based on that? How will it work otherwise?

How will i be able to trust you if you go off on a business trip to Phuket with a voluptious secretary when that main element is missing? Sheesh..

No wonder the world is such a mess. Like in those days where you could just go to the gorcery store and ask the pak kedai to ring up your charges in the 555 notebook. try it now!

Thinking of it, i actually did some proofreading for this girl who was doing her Masters in i-cant-remember-what field. and i didnt meet her face to face at all, she just sent me the whole 80 pages, i proofread and edited the whole thing, and was supposed to send it back to her after she deposited the money into my account. But it was a Friday and her supervisor wanted to look through it over the weekend and she said she didnt have the time to go to the bank and would i please just send her the edited version. And i did. And she banked in the exact proper amount the following Monday. And i didnt even KNOW WHO SHE WAS. see how miracles happen when we trust each other.

Of course some pessimistic / realistic argument would be when children start trusting molestors / rapists etc la. Sigh.. the world IS a mess isnt it.

P/s: Just got messier, lemme go sort that out first.